Less than 7 days to go till the trial starts and the phone goes. L.E. on the phone asking me to go to Lichfield as soon as possible to sign my statement. It has to be signed before 9am, 4 October 2009, the day of the trial. It was explained to me that I had to go without delay. So after waiting 14 months it was at this point that the Police wanted me to sign it. Talk about waiting till the last minute.
I got on the overnight ferry to Fishgard on Friday night at 10.00 pm, arriving in Wales at 2 am Saturday morning. I then drove on through the mountains to the Midlands. On the way I was very nervous, scared, full of fear of the next few weeks. I think it is the fear of the unknown that is what I was scared of. On the drive there I decided to go to the house, in Shelfield, where the abuse occurred.
I arrived there at the house at 5.30 am. I stopped the car, and got out to look around me. In front of me was the house that held all the secrets. As I stood there I looked around and I noticed the area was different to when I last was there 49 years ago. For instance, I vividly remember the road being a lot wider, a lot longer. Also, there were no cars in the road back in those bad old days. I then suddenly realised that my perspective had altered, as I had grown up. The road now is very narrow, not at all long, and that day there were, I would say, 200 cars parked in it. The house was still there. I told the police that I could show them the house down to one of three, as they are semi-detached, they all looked the same to me when I was 11.
I then carried on to K’s house, where I planned to stay. I got there at 6.30am and we were having tea and toast at 7.30 am when the front door bell went. K went to the door and two police officers walked in. I spoke to LE. He explained that I had to sit down and read my statement. I found this very, very difficult, as he was loitering next to me. So I asked K to give him tea and toast whilst I did the job. It took me at least 45 minutes and when I was satisfied, I signed it in his presence. It was then that he asked me what I was doing now, as I was not wanted at the trial for another 14 days. I said that I would return to Ireland. He then told me that I would not be allowed to go home, under no circumstances. He explained that after the trial I could claim my loss of wages for the two weeks, off the church, as they would be compensating me.
This I believed.